Cuzco – Peru. Be Here Now

Terri Wingham is the founder and CEO of A Fresh Chapter, a cancer survivor, and someone who believes that we are not defined by the most difficult aspects of our story.

Written by Terri Wingham | May 1, 2012

The plane bounces through the turbulence like a kite cartwheeling through a gust of wind. I peer through the tiny porthole as we rocket above emerald green mountains – so close it feels like we could step out and surf across them. The aircraft banks sharply to the left and as we accelerate through the airstream, I see the first houses appear, perched precariously along the hillside. One more hairpin turn and we drop onto the runway, almost like a fighter jet landing on an aircraft carrier.

For a nervous flyer, the turbulent mountain air and the short runway in Cuzco might evoke images of impending death. But as a new friend from the boarding lounge said to me, right before we boarded the aircraft, “Flying to me is magic. I get to sit in a chair and rocket through the atmosphere  as I transition from one world to the next.” I couldn’t agree more.

Yesterday, I climbed above the smoggy Lima sprawl and watched the waves of the Pacific lap against the city’s dusty shores and an hour later bobbed into a valley in the Andes Mountains. It was a pretty miraculous way to spend the morning, if you ask me.

But, for a few minutes yesterday afternoon, I stopped feeling so awe-inspired. Instead, as I struggled to pull in enough oxygen to get a solid breath and the exhaustion from my Spanish late nights and my homesickness for my Pueblos Ingles family caught up with me, every part of me wanted to climb onto the rickety top bunk of my tiny shared room and pull the wool blanket up to my ears.

Thankfully an email from a new Spanish friend came at the perfect time and reminded me to pull back the covers and stay open to new possibilities. Yes it’s ok to reminisce or reflect on memories (whether from the recent or distant past), but the point of life is to be HERE. Right here. Right now. Because this moment is all we have.

Maybe you can relate to the pull of the past. If you could be really honest with yourself, what would you admit to holding on to? Is it a relationship that is no longer working but you’re afraid to leave; a bitterness towards your former boyfriend who you feel betrayed you; or a belief that life will never be as amazing as it was when you were younger, skinnier, or less jaded? Why not take a deep breath with me (hopefully with more oxygenated air than I have access to) and we’ll attempt to let it go and step into the moment. I know – it’s easier said that done, but in case you need to hear it from someone else, you might like the Jan Glidewell quote below…

“You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present.”  ~Jan Glidewell

This morning, after a good night’s sleep and a slightly less altitude-fogged mind, I woke up early to explore some of the wonders this beautiful city has to offer. From red tiled roofs to colourfully dressed locals to breathtaking cathedrals, this city is a photographer’s paradise.

So, instead of spending my days reminiscing about my time in Spain and the friends I will continue to miss, I have resolved to embrace every single second of this once in a lifetime Peruvian adventure.

With that said, hasta luego mis amigos…I am off for my first afternoon of volunteering through IVHQ. I found out yesterday that I will be working with detained street kids at the Cuzco Police Station. Wish me luck…

Here are just a few more shots of this wonderful city:

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Comments (13)
  • Marianne • May 1, 2012

    Perfect timing for this reminder, Terri. Reacqainting myself to life in the States and it is still a struggle to remain present here and just appreciate what I had in India…trying not to miss you, Jaggi, Juno (remember Juno?) and all “my kids.” This too shall pass. Know that we miss you on this side, too sweetie. And we believe in you….have the time of your life!

  • Terri Wingham • May 2, 2012

    Thanks honey. I can only imagine how challenging the reintegration is. If it makes you feel any better, I am living in a house with almost twenty 18-22 year olds 🙁 I won’t miss the communal living with college students and I can’t wait to get together for too much wine and some delicious food so you can fill me in on all of your adventures after I left. Miss you girl!

  • Marie Ennis-O'Connor (@JBBC) • May 2, 2012

    “Pull back the covers and stay open to new possibilities” Terri I love that line! You have really given me something to think about today. Off to share your post with the JBBC community straight away.

  • Terri Wingham • May 2, 2012

    Big hugs to you my friend. I am so glad the post struck a chord with you. I am sending you big love and can’t wait to have a proper catch up someday soon. T xo

  • Elaine • May 2, 2012

    Love this post – so many great things, the idea of living in the now and looking forward to whatever presents itself, the quotes, and, as a somewhat queasy flyer, the image of flying as something special, magical. It looks beautiful there, hope you have a wonderful time – am sure you will do good.

  • Terri Wingham • May 2, 2012

    Thanks so much Elaine:) I am having a wonderful time and trying to soak up every moment of the experience (even the tough moments). Chat soon! T.

  • The M Half • May 2, 2012

    Excellent reminders. All we have is now.

  • Terri Wingham • May 2, 2012

    Hugs:)

  • Jan Baird Hasak • May 4, 2012

    What an adventure! I absolutely LOVE the blue door. The quote from Jan Glidewell is a keeper, for sure. Thank you very much for this dynamite post of a city we might not otherwise see. xx

  • Terri Wingham • May 5, 2012

    Thanks Jan – I LOVE the blue door too. On my travels, I am keeping track of my favourite pictures so that one day (when I have a home again), I can hang my memories on the wall. But, for now, I will keep trying to live the quote and embrace the present. Big hugs to you! Terri

  • Alejandra Vélez • May 8, 2012

    Gracias Terri! Not only for making me feel better this morning when I crashed into the nostalgia about missing what’s behind for the moment, but now that I’ve read this entry I feel that my hunger for submerging into the new and present has woken up once again. This was really refreshing. I think you are awesome and it’s been wonderful to meet you!

  • Terri Wingham • May 9, 2012

    You are lovely Alejandra. I’m so happy to have met you and I think you are just wonderful. Big hugs! T xo

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